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I laid down my life, to save hers. I could have lost my life, all for a lie.
So, now I lay down her lies, to help save the lives of others.
I had disconnected entirely from the full reality of everything: the lies, the betrayal, the fact that the person I once called, “Best Friend,” ultimately, searched for just over an entire decade to find me to kill me… and in the most brutal and sadistic of ways.
The story of the Krugersdorp Killers took the world by storm in 2016, but Cecilia Steyn and everything revolving around her, bombarded my life since the end of 2006. Through devastating and masterful manipulation, my life was horribly impacted… but while still trying to heal, from the trauma caused, I chose to speak up about EVERYTHING revolving around Cecilia Steyn, the Krugersdorp Killers, Electus Per Deus and many others… to expose things that NO ONE knows about… to speak up for truth and justice, to speak up for the victims and to help their families heal, and to warn the public that things are not over yet, in the desperate hope of preserving lives.
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Exposing the CORE of Electus Per Deus
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Why I Choose To Speak Up
“Silence gives consent,” could not be a more accurate phrase when it comes Cecilia Steyn. Throughout countless scenarios, each of us, who were in her…
A WARNING To The “Elite” & Their “Minions”
This is a VERY CLEAR WARNING to the “Elite” and their “minions” in this on going murder saga: YOUR SECRET HAS BEEN EXPOSED! And it…
Some Scars Don’t Heal
As much as I would like to say, “I’m over it,” I know that I can’t. In this moment, right now, memories randomly started surfacing……
Is The Volcano About To Explode?
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Dear Daughter…
Dear Daughter… Born of me or not, Know that I see you as mine. Dear Daughter… Even though we have not met, Know that I…
I Am Not A Hero. I Am Willing…
Since being involved in the Krugersdorp Killer’s case, I have received countless overwhelming responses from so many people across the globe. I have honestly lost…
“Is The World Ready?”
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Let’s Be Vulnerable… From My Heart To Yours…
For seemingly endless months, if not years, this question has hounded my mind, “What is the purpose for my life?” … Basically, “Why on earth…
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Time. Perfectly Irrelevant.
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Rock Bottom
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Earth’s Greatest Treasure. Heaven’s Most Beautiful Angel.
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Radio Interview 93.6fm Helderberg Radio
Live Radio interview with 93.6fm Radio Helderberg on 25 Feb 2021, talking about Cecilia Steyn and the Krugersdorp Killers. Candice Rijavec · Radio Interview 93.6fm…
This Is FAR HARDER Than I Let People Realize
Record. Pause. Heart Racing. Tears welling up. Lump in my throat. Record. Pause. Sobbing my eyes out. Delete… Try again… Talking about all of these…
Never Be Ashamed Of A Scar
NEVER BE ASHAMED OF A SCAR. IT SIMPLY MEANS THAT YOU WERE STRONGER THAN WHAT TRIED TO HURT YOU. Yes, this is a photograph of…
The Krugersdorp Killers. Reality Check
This story about the Krugersdorp Killers seems to be a never ending part of my life. I was part of this story for 4 years.…
Near Year. Reboot
It’s finally 2021. New Year. Time for a reboot. 2020 brought many tremendous challenges for everyone. Most people are doubting and fearful of what 2021…
God & The Bizarre
So early hours of the morning… as it usually happens… inspiration hit. I have to write ANOTHER book, while I am still busy with one…
My Phone Call From God
Wow. Let me start by saying that God hears EVERY word… EVEN when you don’t say anything at all… For the last several days, adding…
Picking Up The Pieces
Admittedly, I am still very numb from the incredible knock and shattered hope I received just two days ago. I am both at war with…
Shattered In The Moonlight
I don’t even know where to begin, except to say that I am utterly broken… and confused… so confused. I can’t hide behind a wall…
Voices In Hiding
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Brokenness
Last night I was broken beyond belief… beyond words… beyond any actions that could be done to fix it… helpless… lost… Last night I watched…
Pandora’s Box
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Loner. A Core Reason
To sum this up, 3 words: “people scare me”. In the last while, since my post Good At Being A Loner, I felt like I…
Nightmares
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Unspoken Secrets Of The Past
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What Happened?
What happened to common decency? What happened to being truthful? What happened to dignity and respect? What happened to “do unto others as you would…
Is It Time To Move?
My mind is busy today, yet often I find that I am thinking about nothing altogether as well. It’s just one of those days I…
Anger Malfunction
I honestly think this is somewhat of a ridiculous topic but it’s come up a fair bit, so I thought I would talk about it.…
Good At Being A Loner
I’m a popular loner. I know a LOT of people but I hardly let anyone in… for various reasons. The one reason I will talk…
The Best Friend. Let’s Start…
I can most definitely say that I wasn’t planning to start this book, The Best Friend, any time soon. It required too much “of me”…
Leviathan Walks. The Release
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The Krugersdorp Killers. A Dent In My Life
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Lullaby & Goodbye
I have to pause for a moment… I am busy listening to Lullaby, by Nickelback………………… This song has me completely choked up, with memories and…
What Goes Up, Must Come Down
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Shorts, The New Diaper!
Brace yourself for this new discovery! I don’t know why I have only thought of it now?! Shorts are… or can be… the new diaper!…
Therapy Overload?
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DID, The New Superpower?
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My Mutant Genes?!
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You Are Loved And You Are Important
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Confessions Of A New Blogger
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Overwhelmed By Life
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You Never Know Until You Try
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“I Want To Look Like Barbie!”
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Speechless, With Too Much To Say…
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Drinking. Funny. Not Funny
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Players. Why?
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Let’s Start
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