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After much thought and a long insightful discussion, I have decided to not do further podcasts. EVERYTHING will be released in “The Best Friend | Chronicles of the Krugersdorp Killers” book when it comes out. There is still FAR TOO MUCH to tell, and there are still FAR FAR MORE “shock-factor” scenarios, photos and details to relate. 10% of the story is in the podcasts, but the rest of the story still remains exclusive.

The Splendiferous SPLOG
(Paperback)

~ Paperback Square (8.5×8.5in / 216x216mm) Book ~

Meet the Splog. He is different. He doesn’t fit in with everyone else. He gets teased a lot. The Splog started to hate himself and became very sad and lonely. He hates that he is different and decides to hide away in his hole, all alone… Until one day, he discovers just how splendiferous he really is!

A book for children who are victims of bullying; Children who feel left out and alone because they are different to everyone else. This book helps these children overcome their insecurities and realize just truly awesome they are, and even though they are different, they realize just how awesome it is to be different! This book encourages children to not try be like everyone else and to be themselves in their own very unique and different ways!

Leviathan Walks
(Paperback)

R247.63

 

~ Paperback US Trade Size (6x9in / 152×229 mm) ~

 

While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiraling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.

 

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Fragmented Shadows
(Paperback)

R174.40

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21 in / 148×210 mm) Poetry Book ~

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

 

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The Best Friend
(Paperback)

 

~ Paperback US Trade Size (6x9in / 152×229 mm) ~

 

I laid down my life, to save hers. I could have lost my life, all for a lie.
So, now I lay down her lies, to help save the lives of others.

I had disconnected entirely from the full reality of everything: the lies, the betrayal, the fact that the person I once called, “Best Friend,” ultimately, searched for just over an entire decade to find me to kill me… and in the most brutal and sadistic of ways.

The story of the Krugersdorp Killers took the world by storm in 2016, but Cecilia Steyn and everything revolving around her, bombarded my life since the end of 2006. Through devastating and masterful manipulation, my life was horribly impacted… but while still trying to heal, from the trauma caused, I chose to speak up about EVERYTHING revolving around Cecilia Steyn, the Krugersdorp Killers, Electus Per Deus and many others… to expose things that NO ONE knows about… to speak up for truth and justice, to speak up for the victims and to help their families heal, and to warn the public that things are not over yet, in the desperate hope of preserving lives.

 

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The Best Friend Coming Soon!

Written in conjunction with LEVIATHAN WALKS and
FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND.

 

Devilsdorp | Official Trailer | Showmax Local True-Crime Documentary

Murder, mayhem, Christianity, and cults collide Devilsdorp: a shocking local true-crime exposé.

Why I Choose To Speak Up

“Silence gives consent,” could not be a more accurate phrase when it comes Cecilia Steyn. Throughout countless scenarios, each of us, who were in her…

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Some Scars Don’t Heal

As much as I would like to say, “I’m over it,” I know that I can’t. In this moment, right now, memories randomly started surfacing……

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Dear Daughter…

Dear Daughter… Born of me or not, Know that I see you as mine. Dear Daughter… Even though we have not met, Know that I…

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I Am Not A Hero. I Am Willing…

Since being involved in the Krugersdorp Killer’s case, I have received countless overwhelming responses from so many people across the globe. I have honestly lost…

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“Is The World Ready?”

Over the last who knows how many days right now, I have scanned through the seemingly endless topics that I need to write about regarding…

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Rock Bottom

A month and 1 day ago, my grandmother passed away. I will never forget the moment I found out. I cried so hard. I hit…

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Near Year. Reboot

It’s finally 2021. New Year. Time for a reboot. 2020 brought many tremendous challenges for everyone. Most people are doubting and fearful of what 2021…

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God & The Bizarre

So early hours of the morning… as it usually happens… inspiration hit. I have to write ANOTHER book, while I am still busy with one…

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My Phone Call From God

Wow. Let me start by saying that God hears EVERY word… EVEN when you don’t say anything at all… For the last several days, adding…

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Picking Up The Pieces

Admittedly, I am still very numb from the incredible knock and shattered hope I received just two days ago. I am both at war with…

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Shattered In The Moonlight

I don’t even know where to begin, except to say that I am utterly broken… and confused… so confused. I can’t hide behind a wall…

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Voices In Hiding

I am utterly speechless… no words! Goosebumps! Floored! Wow! Over the last number of weeks, being flooded with people reaching out to me because of…

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Brokenness

Last night I was broken beyond belief… beyond words… beyond any actions that could be done to fix it… helpless… lost… Last night I watched…

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Pandora’s Box

I know I had recently said that it feels like I have opened Pandora’s Box when I started the audio recordings for The Best Friend……

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Who Am I?

I am so thankful to those people who sent so many messages, telling me that they can wholeheartedly relate to what I had written in…

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Loner. A Core Reason

To sum this up, 3 words: “people scare me”. In the last while, since my post Good At Being A Loner, I felt like I…

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Nightmares

“To sleep or not to sleep”… that is my question lately, and more so as each day passes. I am UTTERLY exhausted! But each time…

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Battling

To be honest… I am battling. Horribly. Terribly… and yet I know it’s still going to get much harder too. In these last few days,…

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What Happened?

What happened to common decency? What happened to being truthful? What happened to dignity and respect? What happened to “do unto others as you would…

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Is It Time To Move?

My mind is busy today, yet often I find that I am thinking about nothing altogether as well. It’s just one of those days I…

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Anger Malfunction

I honestly think this is somewhat of a ridiculous topic but it’s come up a fair bit, so I thought I would talk about it.…

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Good At Being A Loner

I’m a popular loner. I know a LOT of people but I hardly let anyone in… for various reasons. The one reason I will talk…

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Arrived!

Right now, I’m feeling the same overwhelming emotions that all my Authors talk about when they hold their books for the first time! It’s, simply,…

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My Kids

I know people make jokes about this in general but, in the last few days, I realized that I REALLY do speak to my pets…

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Lullaby & Goodbye

I have to pause for a moment… I am busy listening to Lullaby, by Nickelback………………… This song has me completely choked up, with memories and…

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Shorts, The New Diaper!

Brace yourself for this new discovery! I don’t know why I have only thought of it now?! Shorts are… or can be… the new diaper!…

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Therapy Overload?

All through my life, I have had several “go to” traits when it comes to sorting out what’s going on in my life or, mostly,…

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DID, The New Superpower?

Believe it or not, I have only started watching the “Heroes” TV Series now. Okay… so after the first few episodes, I started raising the…

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My Mutant Genes?!

One of the “hot” topics, in my life, is why I don’t apparently seem to age… a constant question that is asked… and some have…

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Overwhelmed By Life

Sitting here… a smoke in one hand, cigarette in the other, and music blasting in my ears. Definitely not my “every day norm”… Feeling overwhelmed…

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You Never Know Until You Try

Looking back, my life seems like a series of “splats”. They say, “You never know, until you try,” and “If you don’t jump, then you…

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House MD & DID

I started binge watching the series “House MD”, again. I love this series for numerous reasons: Sarcastic remarks and events from Dr House (Hugh Laurie),…

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Players. Why?

I’ve spoken about one of my frequent questions of dating in another piece, but another topic I WILL NEVER see eye to eye on is…

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Loyalty & Betrayal

Wow. Where do I begin and end on this topic? Let me try keep it short… or short enough, otherwise this is a book on…

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Let’s Start

After releasing my first poetry book, and the following few after, I received A LOT of feedback from people locally and across the globe; all…

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