Leviathan Walks

While nightmares are filled with things that go “bump in the night”, reality cruelly grasps you as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyses you, haunted by the thoughts wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the…

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Me & Myselves

If you have grown up one way all your life and have never known anything different, you automatically think that’s how life is for everyone. I did not know that many things that happened throughout my life were actually not considered “normal”. A few years ago I was diagnosed with DID (Dissociative Identitty Disorder). This is not “normal”… or is it? …

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The Puppet Master

“Narcissists will destroy your life and erode your self-esteem and do it with such stealth as to make you feel as YOU are the bad one. A narcissist paints a picture of themselves as being the victim in all aspects…” Having lived a life in a home with a Narcissist parent, and encountering an endless stream of Narcissist friends and people in my life, I’ve…

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Fragmented Shadows
of the Mind

Fragmented Shadows of the Mind voices the thoughts and emotions, in poetry, from the DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) parts/alters I had growing up. They voice their pain, confusion and questions while trying to make sense of the trauma I went through in my life and was still going through. In reading this book, you will see that you are not alone… 

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Voiceless
Giving Voice to the Silenced

Standing on the edge of one of the tallest buildings in New York. Staring at the blue city lights. Beautiful but hopeless. Empty. Meaningless. How could a world full of people, not notice my pain. How did I get here? You don’t just suddenly “want to end it all” because of once incident… it comes from living a life full of pain that just does not seem to stop…

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The Armor Of God
& My Cape of Invisibility

A lot of you that read this will have been through similar and even worse situations. For others who have not experienced these things, there may be moments where it will be overwhelming and even sometimes sound “far-fetched”. I am not trying to make you believe anything. I am simply sharing what has happened in my life…

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