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Leviathan Walks
(Kindle / ePub / PDF)

R130.00

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While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.

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Fragmented Shadows
(Kindle / ePub / PDF)

R50.00

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THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

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For The Broken
(Kindle / ePub / PDF)

R25.00

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For the Broken, who have been broken by life and by people.
For the Broken, who have gone through more than they can bear.
For the Broken, who want to give up and end it all.
For the Broken, please hang in there.
You are not alone.

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Misunderstood
(Kindle / ePub / PDF)

R15.00

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MISUNDERSTOOD

That’s how I feel ALL the time. Often, I feel like I should write a book so people can actually really and truly understand me. Maybe one day. But would that even help at all? People always automatically assume everyone is the same… but I’m not everyone. I’m not the same. So, for now… I will write this… I’ll give you a glimpse… This is me…

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Leviathan Walks
(Paperback)

R250.00

 

~ Paperback US Trade Size (6x9in / 152×229 mm) ~

 

While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.

Fragmented Shadows
(Paperback)

R150.00

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21in / 148x210mm) Poetry Book ~

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

The Splendiferous SPLOG
(Paperback)

~ Paperback Square (8.5×8.5in / 216x216mm) Book ~

Meet the Splog. He is different. He doesn’t fit in with everyone else. He gets teased a lot. The Splog started to hate himself and became very sad and lonely. He hates that he is different and decides to hide away in his hole, all alone… Until one day, he discovers just how splendiferous he really is!

A book for children who are victims of bullying; Children who feel left out and alone because they are different to everyone else. This book helps these children overcome their insecurities and realize just truly awesome they are, and even though they are different, they realize just how awesome it is to be different! This book encourages children to not try be like everyone else and to be themselves in their own very unique and different ways!

The Best Friend
(Paperback)

 

~ Paperback US Trade Size (6x9in / 152×229 mm) ~

 

I laid down my life, to save hers. I could have lost my life, all for a lie.
So, now I lay down her lies, to help save the lives of others.

I had disconnected entirely from the full reality of everything: the lies, the betrayal, the fact that the person I once called, “Best Friend,” ultimately, searched for just over an entire decade to find me to kill me… and in the most brutal and sadistic of ways.

The story of the Krugersdorp Killers took the world by storm in 2016, but Cecilia Steyn and everything revolving around her, bombarded my life since the end of 2006. Through devastating and masterful manipulation, my life was horribly impacted… but while still trying to heal, from the trauma caused, I chose to speak up about EVERYTHING revolving around Cecilia Steyn, the Krugersdorp Killers, Electus Per Deus and many others… to expose things that NO ONE knows about… to speak up for truth and justice, to speak up for the victims and to help their families heal, and to warn the public that things are not over yet, in the desperate hope of preserving lives.

 

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The Best Friend Coming Soon!

Written in conjunction with LEVIATHAN WALKS and
FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND.

 

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Me & Myselves
(Paperback)

R250.00

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21in / 148x210mm) Book ~

If you have grown up one way all your life and have never known anything different, you automatically think that’s how life is for everyone. I did not know that many things that happened, throughout my life, were actually not considered “normal”.

The Puppet Master
(Paperback)

R250.00

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21in / 148x210mm) Book ~

“Narcissists will destroy your life and erode your self-esteem and do it with such stealth as to make you feel as YOU are the bad one.” (Unknown)
 
“A narcissist paints a picture of themselves as being the victim in all aspects…” (Unknown)
 
Having lived a life encountering a seemingly endless stream of Narcissists, I’ve learnt the constant repetitive and predictable traits, trademarks and tricks that they deal out in manipulating people. How do you deal with them? Run! But if you’re stuck, I can at least reassure you that you are not losing your mind and show you how to counteract their tactics and tricks.

Voiceless
(Paperback)

R250.00

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21in / 148x210mm) ~

Standing on the edge of one of the tallest buildings in New York. Staring at the blue city lights. Beautiful but hopeless. Empty. Meaningless. How could a world full of people, not notice my pain? How did I get here? You don’t just suddenly want to end it all because of once incident. It comes from living a life full of pain that just does not seem to stop. I can’t handle it anymore. The emptiness. The loneliness. The pain swallowing me up, suffocating the very air I breathe. No one is even around to notice that I’m standing here. I have passed a thousand faces and not one stopped to ask why there are tears streaming down my face. If I jump… when I jump, will anyone even notice my body lying there… cold, dead on the concrete floor… as cold and as hard as the life that I have lived? They would probably just walk around me and not even notice the tears still streaming down my lifeless eyes. I suddenly wake up, overwhelmed and paralysed. It was as if shifting from one reality into another. It was just a dream. But yet, it’s not; it’s my life… my fears, my pain, my past. I lie in my bed, motionless, staring at the wall. The reality of re-living the pain, all over again, consumed me. How did I get here? How did I end up on the edge of that building? I was about to jump. How did I end up wanting to end it all?

The Armor Of God
(Paperback)

R250.00

~ Paperback A5 (5.83×8.21in / 148x210mm) ~

A lot of you that read this will have been through similar and even worse situations. For others who have not experienced these things, there may be moments where it will be overwhelming and even sometimes sound “far-fetched”. I am not trying to make you believe anything. I am simply sharing what has happened in my life. To all who read this, I hope you find comfort in the fact that you are not alone in your pain and that…

No matter who you are;
No matter what you’ve done;
No matter what you’re going through;
Even if you feel alone, abandoned and rejected;
Even if you feel worthless;
Even if you feel confused and messed up;
Even if you feel misunderstood;
Even if you feel insecure and vulnerable;
And even if you feel you need to end it all because you can’t carry on…
… THERE IS HOPE…