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For The Broken (eBook)

R0.00

Poetry Book

For the Broken,
who have been broken by life and by people.
For the Broken,
who have gone through more than they can bear.
For the Broken,
who want to give up and end it all.
For the Broken,
please hang in there.
You are not alone.

Fragmented Shadows

R100.00

Poetry Book
Written in conjunction with THE BEST FRIEND and
LEVIATHAN WALKS.

 

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Fragmented Shadows (eBook)

R50.00

Poetry Book
Written in conjunction with THE BEST FRIEND and
LEVIATHAN WALKS.

 

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

I Fell In Love With A Mask (eBook)

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Poetry Book

To all those who have been
fooled, disappointed and broken…
All because of the masks
That people wear.

I’ve been there.
But for my heart’s sake
I will NEVER
Fall in love with a mask
EVER AGAIN.

My only lingering questions are:
Why do people need to wear masks?
What’s wrong with being you?
Why do you play games?
Mess with peoples minds?
Speak empty words only to hurt others?
Is it because you are hurt deep down inside too?
Or do you just simply like to play the game?

Leviathan Walks

R250.00

Written in conjunction with THE BEST FRIEND and
FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND.

 
While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.

Leviathan Walks & Fragmented Shadows

R320.00
Bundle collection: LEVIATHAN WALKS and FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND. Both books written in conjunction with one another.

 

While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.
 
 

Poetry Book

 

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Leviathan Walks & Fragmented Shadows (eBooks)

R120.00
Bundle collection: LEVIATHAN WALKS and FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND. Both books written in conjunction with one another.

 

While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.
 
 

Poetry Book

 

THERE IS HOPE IN EVERY SITUATION!

You might feel like what you’re going through is impossible to get through… but PLEASE believe me when I say that THINGS DO GET BETTER… you do get STRONGER… and most of all, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Leviathan Walks (eBook)

R100.00

Written in conjunction with THE BEST FRIEND and
FRAGMENTED SHADOWS OF THE MIND.

 
While nightmares are filled with things that go bump in the night, reality cruelly grasps you, as you suffocate from the scaly claws grasping firmly around your neck, squeezing tighter and tighter. Indescribable fear paralyzes you; haunted by the thoughts, wondering if the last thing you will ever see are the deathly evil eyes piercing into the depths of your soul and the echoing eerie sounds, hypnotizing your blood to turn cold.

You are one decision away from a totally different life.
~ Mark Batterson ~

This statement could not have been any more accurate because of the horrible decisions I had made, one after the other, with each one spiralling me into worsened situations. Ultimately, each of my decisions could have ended my life, without me knowing it.

This is my four-year journey of betrayal, trauma, turmoil, life and death, weird and the bizarre, and the impossible made possible… and yet, still merely only a portion of the devastation caused by my connection to the Krugersdorp Killers as well.

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Me & Myselves

R100.00

 

If you have grown up one way all your life and have never known anything different, you automatically think that’s how life is for everyone. I did not know that many things that happened, throughout my life, were actually not considered “normal”.

Misunderstood (eBook)

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Poetry Book

That’s how I feel ALL the time. Often, I feel like I should write a book so people can actually really and truly understand me. Maybe one day. But would that even help at all? People always automatically assume everyone is the same… but I’m not everyone. I’m not the same. So, for now… I will write this… I’ll give you a glimpse… This is me….

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The Armor Of God

R100.00

 

A lot of you that read this will have been through similar and even worse situations. For others who have not experienced these things, there may be moments where it will be overwhelming and even sometimes sound “far-fetched”. I am not trying to make you believe anything. I am simply sharing what has happened in my life. To all who read this, I hope you find comfort in the fact that you are not alone in your pain and that…

No matter who you are;
No matter what you’ve done;
No matter what you’re going through;
Even if you feel alone, abandoned and rejected;
Even if you feel worthless;
Even if you feel confused and messed up;
Even if you feel misunderstood;
Even if you feel insecure and vulnerable;

And even if you feel you need to end it all because you can’t carry on…

… THERE IS HOPE…

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The Puppet Master

R100.00

 

“Narcissists will destroy your life and erode your self-esteem and do it with such stealth as to make you feel as YOU are the bad one.” (Unknown)

“A narcissist paints a picture of themselves as being the victim in all aspects…” (Unknown)

Having lived a life encountering a seemingly endless stream of Narcissists, I’ve learnt the constant repetitive and predictable traits, trademarks and tricks that they deal out in manipulating people. How do you deal with them? Run! But if you’re stuck, I can at least reassure you that you are not losing your mind and show you how to counteract their tactics and tricks.

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Voiceless

R100.00

 

Standing on the edge of one of the tallest buildings in New York. Staring at the blue city lights. Beautiful but hopeless. Empty. Meaningless. How could a world full of people, not notice my pain? How did I get here? You don’t just suddenly want to end it all because of once incident. It comes from living a life full of pain that just does not seem to stop. I can’t handle it anymore. The emptiness. The loneliness. The pain swallowing me up, suffocating the very air I breathe. No one is even around to notice that I’m standing here. I have passed a thousand faces and not one stopped to ask why there are tears streaming down my face. If I jump… when I jump, will anyone even notice my body lying there… cold, dead on the concrete floor… as cold and as hard as the life that I have lived? They would probably just walk around me and not even notice the tears still streaming down my lifeless eyes. I suddenly wake up, overwhelmed and paralysed. It was as if shifting from one reality into another. It was just a dream. But yet, it’s not; it’s my life… my fears, my pain, my past. I lie in my bed, motionless, staring at the wall. The reality of re-living the pain, all over again, consumed me. How did I get here? How did I end up on the edge of that building? I was about to jump. How did I end up wanting to end it all?