With the Cemetery and the Prison, in Krugersdorp, Cecilia Steyn would tell me numerous stories about what would happen at these places. Sick. Twisted. Sadistic. Yet, also a total contrast in these stories… Some of which later on ended up becoming the truth.
After having left the cemetery and prison, in Krugersdorp, an interesting question or thought posed itself in my mind…
Two of the “usual” trips that Cecilia Steyn would take me on, when I would visit her, was to the Cemetery and the Prison in Krugersdorp; each having their own stories about them… stories of what Cecilia had apparently been part of in her supposed occult past.
Answering the question about when I legitimately knew that Cecilia Steyn was committing murders, along with the other crimes. The puzzle pieces of what I knew during our friendship, versus the truth that finally came out years later.
Answering the question about what will happen regarding the murders that were not mentioned during the trial when Cecilia Steyn and her group had been sentenced.
There were countless methods as to how Cecilia Steyn would brainwash people; movies was a major method used… to numb you out, to make you believe her claims of her occult upbringing and to scare you. There was only one movie that Cecilia Steyn FINALLY managed to scare me with… and still to this day, even knowing the truth, I still feel the exact same extreme fear run through me as it did back when Cecilia had fooled me.
Within the first 2-3 weeks of knowing Cecilia Steyn, I experienced a scenario that baffled me for a very long time. Cecilia Steyn was on a mission to rescue Andrea before Halloween, to save her from being killed. The events that were related were overwhelming, yet confusing. They were so realistic, yet exaggerated… despite the confusion and questions in my mind, no one dared contradict what Cecilia Steyn said happened… but looking back now, I know why no one ever said that the whole scenario never actually happened… even though others had gone with Cecilia Steyn to help rescue Andrea, in the middle of an occult ritual.
In finding out about Lizette’s existence, I couldn’t help but question another person I kept hearing of in the first 2-3 weeks of knowing Cecilia… Andrea. Was she real? Yes! But like my questions regarding Lizette: where is Andrea and is she in hiding because she is guilty or because she found out the truth of Cecilia Steyn and feared for her life?
A disturbing memory that I now know is legitimate, or at least from a legitimate person… and yet again, someone who was helping Cecilia Steyn fool people.
Dumbfounded, yet not surprised in finding out Lizette actually exists… that she is real, unlike the numerous people Cecilia Steyn fabricated. Disturbing thoughts: Where is she and is she in hiding because she is guilty or because she found out the truth of Cecilia Steyn and feared for her life?
The “famous” hotel in Krugersdorp that Cecilia Steyn used too often… to hide real people, fabricated people and possibly her victims that were later killed. Bizarre exaggerated “movie like” scenarios occurred at this hotel, especially regarding Lizette.
The vast majority of the world thinks that the crimes committed by the Krugersdorp Killers started only a few years ago, BUT they had already started during the time that I was still best friends with Cecilia Steyn; although, I was completely unaware, at that stage, that it was Cecilia committing these crimes. And for all I know, these crimes had started even before I had met her too. Cecilia Steyn TOO OFTEN spoke about the murders she had committed in her life, bragging about them; all while claiming that she had only committed the murders because the occult had forced her to do it. The ways in which she had described these past murders was EXACTLY the same way that the recent victims were killed; those mentioned during trial and the countless others that were not mentioned too.
Added to this, Cecilia Steyn wasn’t only guilty of the types of crimes mentioned during the trial. There were many others too. I touch on just a few here.
Before you listen to this audio, please, please brace yourself. It was extremely hard for me to relate – taking a number of pauses & deep breaths because of tears choking me up. This is by far the most sadistic murder committed by Cecilia Steyn and her group. It was never mentioned during trial, but there was enough evidence. It is highly sadistic, sick and twisted. Please brace yourself if you’re going to listen to it.
This is something that was never talked about before, at least not publicly. The terrifying fact that there were and possibly still hitmen out there doing Cecilia Steyn’s biddings. This whole story is very far from over…
(This is another reason why I choose to speak up… in the hopes of preserving lives.)
Everyone in Cecilia Steyn’s group was well aware of her supposed boundaries set by the occult. She was “never able” to travel outside of them because she would ultimately stop breathing and die. This is the first time I was outside of the boundaries with Cecilia Steyn… without her even realizing it… until I mentioned it.
Just one of the many doctors that we were all led to believe that attended to Cecilia Steyn’s severe heart and lung problems… however, this specific doctor was definitely confused with any “issues” regarding that.
Visiting these doctors’ rooms was an almost weekly event. What should be a “normal” trip to a doctor, was definitely never the case with Cecilia Steyn.
A place of rest and tranquility for most; a place that Cecilia Steyn would often use to fool us into believing her lies when it came to her supposed attacks from the occult on “high days”.
This street, in Krugersdorp, was one that Cecilia Steyn had taken me to so many times during our supposed friendship. Little did I know was that I was watching the mastermind in action, carrying out just one of her foolproof methods that was ultimately one of the main things that kept us believing her lies about her horrid health status and supposed claims for being attacked by the occult.
A place that so many people visit daily; a place that was held as the “boundary point” for those in Cecilia Steyn’s group… and added, for me personally, it was supposedly the “knowing” of Cecilia Steyn when I was on my way to see her. Again the questions come up… was it astralling? Or how did she know?
As I began my trip to Krugersdorp, memory after memory came flooding back to me. This was the first memory that hit me; a scenario that was both dreadful to witness and left me with questions in my mind… was it astralling… or how on earth could Cecilia Steyn know?
The “weird and bizarre” moments kept extending regarding astralling topics with Cecilia Steyn… which still keep me wondering if they were just dreams or if they were real, yet it is impossible for me to deny them… especially with the vast amount of extreme evidence… and the bigger question being, “Was Cecilia Steyn trying to kill me while I was her friend?” … Except now, in what I relate, God obviously kept stepping in to save me…
Looking back to the trial, seeing how much Marinda Steyn and her kids had changed both in physical appearance and in behavior, I can see that Cecilia Steyn had implemented the same basic methods for stealing a person’s identity, and more than likely with Cecilia Steyn having given the same reasons for doing so. The only difference being, Cecilia Steyn had managed to achieve this entirely with Marinda and her kids; not entirely with me, while I was still friends with her.
After so many messages and comments, since posting the podcasts, I started to see why people need/want to know more about who I am as a person, especially since I was connected to Cecilia Steyn and the rest of the Krugersdorp Killers.
Record. Pause. Heart Racing. Tears welling up. Lump in my throat. Record. Pause. Sobbing my eyes out. Delete… Try again…
Talking about all of these things regarding Cecilia Steyn is far harder for me than I let people realize.
The non-stop warning dreams I had each time I slept, warning me about Cecilia Steyn… as well as with being constantly bombarded with all the nonsense from Cecilia, this nonsense also entered my dreams… A war began between my dreams vs reality… were dreams “reality” and reality “non-reality”?
The disturbing scenario where Cecilia Steyn talked excitedly and extensively about Hitler and his mind control techniques… in extreme detail. Little did I know that her over excitement about this topic was more than likely because she was able to use mind control techniques on every member of her group… “to do as told, without question or hesitation”…
In investigators tirelessly trying to get any type of feedback from Marcelle Steyn, all they encountered, for 4 years, was a “drone like” response; a dead end. Marcelle was deemed as a hopeless case. But she finally chose to speak, just as the trial was finalizing. Marcelle had finally realized the truth behind Cecilia Steyn’s lies after she FINALLY was able to receive the letter I had written her.
Since the first week of knowing Cecilia Steyn, little did I know that I was watching her “at work”… befriending innocent vulnerable people who were trying to survive what life has already unleashed at them… only to find out how “easily disposable” she deemed them as.
There are no words for describing the utter confusion and war on thoughts there is, when it still comes to accepting the REALITY of who Cecilia Steyn truly is versus how she portrayed herself as a person and as “my best friend”. It’s almost like going from saint to satan. The complete contrast is too extreme to still fathom.
More memories surfacing about Cecilia Steyn and astralling events… including intriguing thoughts I have about it after having left her.
Watching Cecilia Steyn, as a “mother”, was both devastating and heartbreaking.
This is just something I thought I should say in response to the constant overwhelming and dumnfounding feedback I receive every day with regards to the Krugersdorp Killers. I am not strong. I am not brave. I am definitely not a hero.
The sick and twisted dynamic of the sexuality in Cecilia Steyn’s group, as well as her family. Clearing up the facts, and speaking up on behalf of Ria Grunewald about the so-called “lover’s spat”.
With Marinda Steyn trying to discredit me as a viable witness, she ends up giving me far more credit without realizing it. Her unbelievable lie about me on the stand, during the trial, is both humorous and a major backfire on her behalf.
MINDSPLAT! Can someone explain this away because none of us could!? Not even investigators or the prosecutor could. VERY weird events with Cecilia Steyn that no one knows about. PLUS … A MAJOR BREAKTHROUGH insight into helping people understand how we were so easily fooled!!
Aside from Cecilia Steyn falsely portraying that she has DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder), there were numerous other fake people that Cecilia led “her group” to believe actually existed too. “They” all had names, faces (from photos), professions, personal history, mannerisms and more; full rounded personalities that actually depicted that “these people” exist. “They” communicated with Cecilia’s group, including Cecilia herself, on a daily basis through text; sending updates, instructions and threats – All while none of us knew, at the time, that it was actually Cecilia Steyn herself sending these messages. Amongst all these “fake people”, there are scenarios I encountered that raise the worrying question if the person, Lizette, MIGHT actually exist… And if she is real, where is she?
SHOCKING NEW UPDATE: LIZETTE ACTUALLY EXISTS! And she is still out there! (Source will not be revealed)
Up until this point in my “friendship” with Cecilia Steyn, there had NEVER been a reason to be scared of her or even slightly worried, at the least. This was the first time Cecilia had made a threat towards me, all simply because I was confused… ultimately, because I wasn’t just “doing as told without question”. I don’t think I could ever accurately explain this moment; the fear and the icy cold shivers that ran down my spine; the look in her eyes and the tone of her voice; everything. Little did I know that I had witnessed a glimpse into the truth, at this moment. Little did I know that this was the moment that I needed to start fearing for my life.
I had never spoken about this with anyone except for the investigators. The reason I hadn’t spoken about it, is possibly because I still battle to accept the reality that my friend is dead; Cecilia Steyn had killed him shortly after I had left her. I can understand the loss and anger that the families of these victims feel; I lost someone close to me too. There was NO area or avenue in my life that Cecilia Steyn has not effected. My friend wanted to expose Cecilia Steyn; he knew her too. His name was amongst the long list of victims that suffered because of Cecilia; there were more than 40 murders already counted only mid-way into the investigation – and the count was still climbing. Only a handful of murders were mentioned during the trial, simply because if every murder had to be covered, the trial would never end and the investigators deemed it more important to get the Krugersdorp Killers behind bars and sentenced for life as fast as possible.
The utter disgusted look on Cecilia’s face for me being brought to her house, for “introduction”, without “her permission”. My complete confusion that she was nothing of what I had expected…
With all the weird and bizarre claims that Cecilia Steyn had over her past and her life, so many people find it hard to believe that a bunch of people could so easily be fooled into believing these things. This is how Cecilia ultimately convinced me into believing what she said about her past and her life was true…
This is something I have never told anyone about. Never once uttered even one word about it… simply, because it still baffles my mind.
In trying to describe or explain who I am as a person, even briefly, I thought might help people understand why I ended up being Cecilia Steyn’s best friend. And, also, to possibly help people understand why I did what I did, how it effected me back then and all these years later.