Dear Daughter… Born of me or not, Know that I see you as mine. Dear Daughter… Even though we have not met, Know that I am excitedly counting the seconds until then. Dear Daughter… Know that you are not a mistake nor a burden, You are a choice, A priceless gift, And a privilege more…
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For seemingly endless months, if not years, this question has hounded my mind, “What is the purpose for my life?” … Basically, “Why on earth did I go through so much in my life? Why? What did I do wrong to deserve all of this… I was just a child… and growing up, all I…
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A month and 1 day ago, my grandmother passed away. I will never forget the moment I found out. I cried so hard. I hit the walls saying, “It isn’t true!!!”… and cried more. The tears did not stop. One of 3 most loved, most teasured, most irreplaceable people in my life… was now gone.…
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How do you describe a pain, when there are no words for it? How do you describe a loss, when your mind still wages war trying to make you believe it’s not true? How do you describe the most incredible grandmother that ever existed? You can’t, because the dictionary simply doesn’t have words that are…
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NEVER BE ASHAMED OF A SCAR. IT SIMPLY MEANS THAT YOU WERE STRONGER THAN WHAT TRIED TO HURT YOU. Yes, this is a photograph of my arm. I’m not oblivious to the looks I get when people see it. Akward stares; thoughts racing through their minds. At first, I felt so ashamed. I knew what…
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Busy reading The Love That Saved Me From The Love Of My Life, by Nomzamo Mosia. Each one of Nomzamo’s books have impacted me deeply, so I thought it was important to share this one chapter, from her book: We walk this journey of life not knowing the Love of God, the Love of The…
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The topic of my sexuality is, most possibly, one of the biggest issues that “wage war” on the inside of my mind, on a fairly regular basis. Sexuality, as a whole, is a massively disputed and never-ending topic world-wide as well, despite the fact that diverse forms of sexuality is becoming more and more acceptable…
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Over the last few days, I have been binge watching the series “United States of Tara.” I don’t even know how many times I have watched this series, since it came out; and yes, I binge watch it each time. Why? Simply, because it’s brilliant. Not accurate, but still brilliant. What is “United States of…
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This is one topic that I don’t think I’ll ever understand the “game plan” to. First of all, why is it a game? Why on earth do people feel the need to play it? I might be the only one that thinks this way, or maybe not. Hopefully not. Let’s start at the beginning of…
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This is somewhat of a sensitive topic for me but I’m also open to talking about it, about myself. For those of you who don’t know me or haven’t read other parts of my website: I have DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder), which was formally known as MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). Now, I find myself wanting…
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I’ve spoken about one of my frequent questions of dating in another piece, but another topic I WILL NEVER see eye to eye on is “players”. Simply, “Whyyyyyy?!” I have posed this question to several players before, only to receive answers that I could still not wrap my mind around to understand. The thrill of…
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Wow. Where do I begin and end on this topic? Let me try keep it short… or short enough, otherwise this is a book on it’s own. Well, for one thing, loyalty seems like something from science fiction or a movie nowadays. We all look for it, few give it and fewer find it. And…
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